the present is a gift.

2 days ago, i randomly decided to change.
change my bad habits.
change the way i viewed things.
change me.

the past year & a half is one big drunken blur,
with smoky haziness surrounding it all.

i havent smoked since tuesday & that is a huge accomplishment.
i havent had a drink of alcohol since monday.
i havent felt this alive in a while.

im extremely reflective; my mind just wont stop.

im seeing everything clearly.
its making me happy :)

i never thought id feel like this again,
but im in love.